Sometimes the Search Box Knows Better

About 5 minutes ago my fingers could not type fast enough...they couldnt keep up with my thoughts and now that I have pulled up this safe haven, this place where I am free to type whatever I want without a care in the world. My fingers have apparently lost the connection with my brain...or maybe my heart i am not really sure which one. Something doesnt really feel right, i wish i could figure out what it was but its a feeling of uneasiness. uggg what am i doing....ill be back later...BLAH