A wise man once said

uncertainty sucks...in relationships.. uncertainty in life, is kind of exciting (scary but exciting)

Thank you thank you thank you, I dont think I could have said it better.....all of this uncertainty is doing a number on my health thats for sure.... I needed this conversation tonight...it opened my eyes to a lot of things. Thank you. and Thank you for this song .........funny how sometimes other people just know what you need, and maybe they do not even know that they are helping you......thats the best part.

Hey your glass is empty
It's a hell of a long way home
Why don't you let me take you
It's no good to go alone

I never would have opened up
But you seemed so real to me
After all the bullshit i've heard
It's refreshing not to
see
I don't have to pretend

She doesn't expect it from me

So don't tell me I haven't been good to you
So don't tell meI haven't been there for you
Just tell me why
Nothing is good enough

Hey little girlWould you like some candy
Your momma said that it's okay
The door is open
Come on outside
No I can't come out today
It's not the wind that's cracked your shoulder
And threw you to the ground
Who's there that makes you so afraid
You're shaken to the bone
You know I don't understand
You deserve so much more than this
So don't tell me whyHe's never been good to you
Don't tell me whyHe's never been there for you
And I'll tell you that
Why simply isn't good enough

So just let me try
And I will be good to you
Just let me
try
And I will be there for you
I'll show you why
You're so much more
Than good enough

I suppose all I can do is wait...simply because I think its worth it. SO we'll see......dun dun dun.....;)

On a brighter note my mom gave me and AWESOME gift today. She gave me the ring of hers that I have wanted since I was a little girl. My dad gave it to her when they were dating and when she was pregnant he had to cut it off her finger and she never got it fixed...UNTIL now. SO now I have this beautiful ruby ring that fits my size 6 ring finger perfectly....and I am so excited. I was jumping around costco tonight like a weirdo...but its awesome and perfect and just what I needed right now.

sweet dreams to me.....lets hope tonight is better than yesterday.......no sleep...bad dreams....you name it it happened.

ciao