Chances are all we have left in life...........the only thing that is truly ours.

"but with him I cant imagine being without him..maybe it just scares me bc i wasnt looking for it......didnt think i wanted it...."

I actually typed these words tonight....tonight at exactly 9:15pm. Talking to me oh so wise friend Steph about love and relationships. Steph and Brad have been together for god knows how long.....so i consider her somewhat of and expert. She said to me...

"like with him gone right now...i almost don't feel like myself...it may sound wierd, but it's almost like he's a part of me".....


I feel weird without you......i feel lost without you, somehow you have become this huge part of me, this essential part of my life. You have become my wall, my strength, the one who makes me laugh and smile even when i try my hardest not to. I wasnt looking for this relationship, I didnt expect to find anything close to what I have with you. People like us do not just meet each other "BY CHANCE", click so well and then let it slip away....i dont think I can do that.

The person who said " It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all" must never have felt like this....